Liebe pears, du zeichnest viel zu gut ,bitte hör auf damit v.v *just kidding* Ich liebe deinen Style und ich liebe deine streams <3 (leider kuk ich sie nicht oft ö.ö verpass die immer) Wollte das mal loswerden ( ' v ' ) <3

ksdgfksakfsja dankeschön ahahaha ; v ;

haha ja so ist das leider mit streams!
aber irgendwann erwischt mann immer einen U v U
ich bemüh mich auch immer einen am we oder so zu machen, wenn ich kann~
oder zu normalen deutschen zeiten haha ┏((= ̄(エ) ̄=))┛

Anonymous whispered:
Omg, dein Stil ist so schön! Wieso finde ich dich jetzt erst :c

awwwhhh dankeschön!! u //) v ( ///u



Hi everyone!

After one year I’m publishing the sequel called “remorse” of my BL oneshot “remains”!

I received a lot of feedback and got asked a lot whether there are some manga left and because there aren’t I decided to print  a second edition of “remains” right on time for the second chapter of the story of those three boys ê v ê!

You can also read “remains” online 


About “remains”

  • 5.8 x 8.3 inch / DIN A5
  • booklet with overall 32 pages

·         the book costs 5€ / 7$  (incl. packing)


About “remorse”

  • 5.8 x 8.3 inch / DIN A5
  • booklet with overall 48 pages

·         the book costs 6€ / 8$  (incl. packing)


For both

  • language is English
  • the genre is BL and drama
  • rated 16+ due to yaoi and certain topics

·         the shipping costs are 3,50€ / 4,50$ for international orders (orders from Germany are as usual 1,50€)

·         shipping costs stay the same if you order them together

·         “remains” will be shipped in the first September week and “remorse” (or if you order both) will be shipped at the end of September

·         Preorders end on 1st of September!


On the preordering process

  • if you’re interested in one or more booklets please write me a fanmail with your name and adress (include country!) and the number of books you want to order and whether you want a personal dediaction
  • I will then send you my paypal and wait for your payment
  • after I received all payments I will close the orders and keep you updated when they arrive and when I’ll send them to you
  • first 10 peeps will get a free aceo print of Koki and Hisato

Feel free to ask me anything, if you still have any questions!

two weeks left! ´ v `/

Anonymous whispered:
Do you read also kimi ni todoke ? By the way i ship pin and ayane 😍❤️

noo not yet, but i’ve always wanted to!

that ship looks so cute too!

i watched the live action movie though and i really liked it! it was really cute and heartwarming!

i watched it on my phone when i had to spend the night at a train station, because I missed the last train T v T
helped me to get through this haha

Anonymous whispered:
I wonder what kind of shoujo you read?

mmmm I don’t read much shojo to be honest ´ v `
I read a lot of shonen and shonen ai haha

but currently I read

Yumemiru Taiyou


Watashi ga Motete Dousu n da

Stand Up!

Harunaka no Ryuusei

Liar x Liar

Cosplay * Animal

Fetish Berry

I think I like the type thats not too tacky and all sparkle and love 4 evur
and which goes a little more into the josei genre like Honey & Clover etc

and which has a nice art style U q U
i think those manga above have a lot in common regarding that

although I liked Nana Haruta once

sketching around and thinking about things atm

i think i like 1 & 4 the most because they fit in my usual pattern lmao

your favorite?

6 very emotional and funny seasons rewatching Castle, 5 very interesting audio books about psychology, 40 episodes of Yu-gi-oh!, 3 twilight movies which weren’t as bad as i imagined them to be but still bad, 2 live streams i died  from hunger everytime and needed to pee way too often, 1 lets play i actually didn’t finish and lots of coffee and candy later… im done. 



TRACK NAME: Rival and friendship
ALBUM TITLE: Free! OST CD1 - Ever Blue Sounds
ARTIST: Katou Tatsuya

This song calmed me down. This is beautiful

something quick i wanted to make before I get back to drawing my pages

naruto is nearing its end and im both happy and “meehh” at the same time

its absolutely the best for the series to end here and now and a lot of weird things happened in the last 100 or so chapters
but at the same time there were a lot of really good moments im really gonna miss

but i’m looking forward to the ending!

Anonymous whispered:
Kannst du deine Brush einstellungen bei Paint tool Sai posten? Bitteee ;v;

Klar, gern! : )

Showing you guys my SAI brush settings I use the most!




strwaberry-swims whispered:
Hi hi pears senpai! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ do you ever have trouble paneling your doujin? I'm drawing a BL and I'm confused about the best way to make a page flow! I don't mean to bother you ;3; gomen

oh god yeah
to me, it might be actually the most difficult part of making a doujinshi x A x;

but i guess a good way to get over this is

  • reading a lot of works which you like and which have the same mood as your planed story, because paneling has a heavy impact on the mood in your douji
  • look at all the different kinds there are to paneling, like how many are there on a page, is it better to make them horizontal or vertical or a square or really slim etc
  • what do you want to show in a panel? do you want to focus on the person’s face or his clothes or his gesture? and dont forget about important backgrounds to give the story a better feeling of an actual place. and play with the perspective! try out different angles
  • be a little creative and watch out not to make two identical pages (it can be small changes, like is the panel at the border of the page or does it end at the inner panel border lines or do a straight vertical line or rotate it a bit to the side
  • i like to make smaller panels which show a fluent movement, like 1. head down 2. head up 3. open eyes or something like that, but it’s often better for shortstories or situations you dont want to drag out that long to make a skip to another motive in the next panel
  • as always: practice. it’s real hard at first. when I started layouting “remorse” I did like 2-3 pages on a good day, but at the end as I got the feeling for it back the rest of the doujinshi was done within two days

just so you can picture it better, see for yourself



hope that helped! ´v `;